was walking along the canel on saturday and I did a good deed.

what struck me as surprising was not that i actually did a good deed, but the wave of emotions that came over me.

Its been a long time since old grannies and wheelchairs were in my life.

anyway, Mr. KK flying to Vietnam today.

have fun kid!

Oh My Friend

"If this world makes you sad,

say my name whenever, wherever.

i'm 119 emergency, for you only. "

slap me if i make the same mistake next year.


in no relation to the above words,

i just typed 1244 words for geography,
racked my brain punching keys into my calculator for maths,
and realised that being misunderstood is a routine.

hmmm.......
whatever happened to life?

Expectations

One normally starts of with very high expectations
but when they fall, they fall hard and they hurt themselves badly.
Normally, people would just keep trying and like little kids,
they would keep falling until they really learn the meaning of the word PAIN.
When it really hurts, you realise that actually, the higher your expectations, the greater the fall.
And you realise, hey, actually, i don't have to expect so much.
I know whats happening around me, and it hurts that this is happening.
But when i think about the past, i learn that i should be happy with what I have right now, and should just stop asking for more.
That why, I don't expect that much anymore.

Perfect Closure

If I wanted a closure, I think this would be the perfect closure.
The memories will remain in our minds forever,
especially in yours.
I truely enjoyed myself and i took in every moment of it.
The way we played and joked,
the way we poked fun at each other.
The true natural beauty of the place we were in.
Feels... so sincere.
Just so you know, to me, this is the best farewell gift we can give you.

Our interests would be different,
and some subjects would become taboo.
But I believe, that things between us wouldn't change.
You would still be that awesoe friend i've come to love and treasure.
I wonder how much you know that.

And i mean it when I said this is not the end.
It would just be the start of something new (:

falling apples

Picture a big apple tree.
plenty of healthy red apples hanging from it.
suddenly, a couple fall to the ground.
the healthy apples hanging on the tree can do nothing,
but stare.

I take your interest as an insult

I haven thought about this for a while.
nothing happened which made me think back.
sure, questions were asked
and sometimes, i obliged.
until that day
someone had to bring back all the memories.
with those simple words
that kept repeating.
nobody wanted it to be this way.
none of us did
but
somethings are unchangable.
actions
words
mindset
i just can't seem to get the expression out of my head.
and someone had to do that.

but hey,
on the bright side,
i have further affirmation.
you are a ______________


the 2 previous posts were just for me to get off my chest.
if you know what i mean, well and good. if ya don't, ignore it.
have a nice day (: